If i kick your head in and tell you to give me your money, then tell you i don’t want to hurt you. You are hurting yourself by not just giving me your money. Will you say the same thing you’re saying right now? I mean, i am telling you i don’t want to hurt you. Why do you not believe me? Why do you want to be hurt more? Do you enjoy being hurt? Do you want others to keep seeing you get hurt?