I don’t know what I’m doing, I hate my job I hate my life, all I do is work, get stoned, sleep wake up repeat, I yearn for a passionate community someone that cares as much as me but isn’t tied to a wage or a visa to enact change.

I want to run away but I’m scared I’ll end up dissapointing eceryone.

KMS seems like the easy way out but I can’t allow myself to do that people depend on me.

Why am I so weak? What should I do? Why am I here? Will I ever find love? Is it all a lie?