Lol @ a place to park their bicycle!

Yeah it’s tragic that we are already so vulnerable and then add an affliction that you didn’t bring to yourself nor did God put one in your life. It really gets interesting then for sure and you’re right… it’s enough to really crush mostly anyone and especially if it’s a repeated assault for a long period of time.

In saying that, I feel I managed well enough. I’ve seen people throw their lives away from much less pressures in life. It’s criminal but we wonder why people go on killing sprees and do all kinds of evil. I believe that whoever governs our freedoms in society is to be held responsible ultimately. Hard to live an honest life when every truth you live is offensive to mostly everyone else. No use in having integrity unless you’re a really brave soul. Oh and don’t ever try to love others or show compassion because they’ll think you have a mental illness.

I’ve learned over the years that you can’t trust anyone. Mostly everyone is fake while wearing a smile and acting some good kinda way. Or you have those who just have given up and they deliberately take their hate out on you. Seems to me, everything is backwards from the way it ought to be yanno?

I am happy with your reproach to the situation you are in. You seem like a really awesome person and always remember that your circumstances don’t define you no matter how hurtful it may be. Continue to try to rise above it like you are currently. I’ve really enjoyed our conversations and again, it also is a help to me to be able to be here for you but you help me in other ways too because I’m not really used to people being nice or receptive of me simply because I care about others.

I am in a much better place than I was before and I’m thankful for my new family. My girlfriend and her mom has severe ADHD and that has been interesting many times but I’m slowly helping both of them get a better handle on life for themselves. It takes a lot of love, patience, forgiveness and time. Especially when trying to articulate things and word things properly in the right moment without causing any further harm. But my girlfriend, I’ve been with her for almost 6yrs now and she’s come a long way. She’s figuring it out little by little. We don’t have as many accidents as we used to and she doesn’t respond to me in a hurtful way as she used to.

She almost got me killed once for running her mouth about something that wasn’t even relevant to one of our troublesome neighbors. The guy almost shot us but instead he nearly shot himself. Haven’t seen him since but his girlfriend or wife, whoever she is… she’s a real evil but we’re doing our best to stay out of her way. The police don’t even care about the situation and even tried accusing me. The lady is delusional. But it’s whatever. I’ll leave her be until she provokes a needed response accordingly.

I’m so sick and tired of having to be put in situations like this. Make no mistake, I don’t bother with anyone and mostly every reaction I have with the general public is kind. The world has gone batty though and I ultimately hope God will rip me from this earth. I’m definitely not in agreement with all the Tom foolery going on.

But just like you, I try to keep going and it helps to help still and it’s nice to meet another person on the internet who understands these things and aren’t afraid to speak up. It’s refreshing!