Image description Screenshot from results of online depression test (BDI-II), dark background with light gray text:
“You need psychological and psychiatric help. Put yourself in the hands of professionals urgently.”
Below, an image of a cartoon character vaguely similar to a bumblebee with x’s for eyes and a frown. x◠x
The problem for me, is that I know I am a clear and present danger to myself. I have been for years. If I go to a therapist, they will likely agree that I am deeply suicidal. I cannot express to you how much I do NOT want to be put on a 72 hr hold. The very idea that that is possible fills me with rage. I simply do not trust them.