…but at the same time want to hold on to useless stuff or hobby stuff you don’t have the energy to do. I feel like if I didn’t have so much stuff I wouldn’t have all the clutter to make me feel anxious, like there’s just so much stuff. I have a very small wardrobe (well, boxes of clothes since I haven’t had the energy to go an buy a wardrobe) with mainly work related clothes, but that’s the only thing that I’ve managed to keep minimal and tidy.
I know the clutter is mainly stuff I could try and keep in trays/open boxes to help maintain it but also going shopping for the right kind of trays seems overwhelming.
It’s a common creative person dynamic I think. Not so much a shortcoming as unharnessed talent. I definitely get more projects done these days because I struggle to make decisions and less projects means simpler decisions. (My brain isn’t as sharp as it used to be so I need to help it any way I can haha).
(Also I totally didn’t spend a whole weekend googling amazing huge craft cupboards that would never fit in my house).