Meditation has become pretty popular lately and I believe rightly so.

However, I also believe it’s important to recognize that most meditation rides on the back of a very simple and unsophisticated intent. For example, the calmness meditation strives for nothing other than a vision of pacification and the smoothing out of of experience. Most so-called “insight” meditation that’s being discussed on the Buddhist forums is not any kind of actual insight, but instead rides on a relatively passive observation of changes in experience with the intent being simply to observe and recognize what’s happening. Plus there is a conclusion that you’re expected to reach before you even start: that all phenomena are impermanent. Obediently falling in line with some expected conclusion is not how one develops insight.

If you believe you “observe” your experience, you generally cannot also believe you are shaping your experience. Observation generally implies a passive, non-meddling kind of presence. Of course there can be exceptions to this, but I am talking about a general case as I see it.

So most meditation I tend to run across, including all the jhanas described in the Pali Buddhist literature, are nothing more than simple scales. They are rudimentary. Which isn’t to say they’re always easy.

Nobody I am aware of becomes a musician with the idea of becoming awesome at playing scales. Scales are used as an exercise to make your fingers more limber and stronger and to enhance the mind-finger pathway. However, if playing scales is all you do, you’re not a musician. Generally nobody goes to a concert to hear an expert rendition of the scales (some moron will prove me wrong, no doubt, just wait for it). Playing scales is not what anyone wants to actually be doing. It’s a means to an end.

Similarly meditation of a widely taught variety is exactly like playing scales. At best it’s a means to an end. At its worst it’s a trap that makes you believe you’re playing music whereas you’re just playing 4 dumb notes in succession, over and over, like a robot.

So I never use simple meditation with the idea that such meditation is enlightenment or the final goal in life or anything like that. I only view it as a rudimentary exercise that isn’t equally necessary for all people. Some people are naturally good at controlling their minds. Such people would waste their precious time were they to do simple meditation and I believe should consider instead doing something more creative, more imaginative, and more expressive with their minds. I’m not going to judge who is or isn’t such a person. You have to decide this for yourselves.

I will also say that you can begin playing some pretty decent and pretty enjoyable music long, long before you attain a complete mastery of the scales. So even if you intend to get better at the scales, you can also play some good music too.

I meditate sometimes, but I mostly concern myself with magick. I don’t want to be like a misguided “musician” who only keeps getting better and better and better at playing scales. I wasn’t born to do the mental equivalent of the scales in music. At the same time I can see how practicing scales can be of use. How about you?

  • @syncretikOPM
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    Healing (not necessarily always related to disease, it can just be boosting the sense of body to beyond normal), playing with temperature sensations, charging food. In the past I also used to do a lot of lucid dreaming, which I do much less now. A big thing I am doing now is imagining how my post-human life will be. I’m tired of being a human and I’m spending a lot of time considering what sort of being I want to be next. What sort of world do I want to live in next. That sort of thing. And I still practice all sorts of things in contemplation, like for example, getting rid of a sense that I have to be somewhere. Instead I replace that sense with a feeling that I am already and always where I want to be: in my mind. I train to relax my grip on a perceived external context and to learn to be at home within. Or put another way, I train to take my mind (the way I define ‘mind’) as my body and my human body as a vision. I train to focus my mind, but I will later on also work on seeding the subconscious mind. I kinda work on both in parallel, but I still use conscious focusing more than the subconscious seeding. I figure once I am happy with my ability to focus, I’ll start training to run subconscious programming, you know, the magick that’s autopiloted/othered and doesn’t need to be focused on consciously to work. I also try to improve my imagination. I’ve gotten a tiny bit better at imagining and visualizing things. I explore some pretty absurd concepts and visions more than before. And I watch out for particularly interesting moments, which I then write up as articles here.

    Originally commented by u/mindseal on 2016-05-18 02:18:20 (d38y38e)