As a consequence of typing these words out, I learned some things about myself. I imagine the audience here as being very elevated, and so perhaps I allow myself to inhabit an elevated position when considering how my words appear to others here, and thus allow myself to inhabit a viewpoint which perhaps otherwise would not?
After typing the above its clear that:
I added the word ‘infinite’ when its quite clear that I just would like to feel any love at all, I was trying to add some kind of weight to the perception others have my psychic abilities / aspirations. I would like to feel some significant feeling of love, but in writing this I used the term ‘infinite’.
I have an inferiority complex regarding my spiritual level or abilities, such that I am very ashamed of my (self-perceived) hobbled state, such that I am not powerfully attuned or inhabiting a state of powerful awareness in my daily round. I suppose I am ashamed of this. I wanted others here to perceive me as ‘on the level’, I guess, so I threw some big words around.
Also, I found the ‘simple, tactile healing exercise’ which seems just right for addressing the lack of love, so I’m going to experiment with that and see where things go.
Originally commented by u/isbaici on 2017-08-08 02:50:25 (dlafsba)
As a consequence of typing these words out, I learned some things about myself. I imagine the audience here as being very elevated, and so perhaps I allow myself to inhabit an elevated position when considering how my words appear to others here, and thus allow myself to inhabit a viewpoint which perhaps otherwise would not?
After typing the above its clear that:
I added the word ‘infinite’ when its quite clear that I just would like to feel any love at all, I was trying to add some kind of weight to the perception others have my psychic abilities / aspirations. I would like to feel some significant feeling of love, but in writing this I used the term ‘infinite’.
I have an inferiority complex regarding my spiritual level or abilities, such that I am very ashamed of my (self-perceived) hobbled state, such that I am not powerfully attuned or inhabiting a state of powerful awareness in my daily round. I suppose I am ashamed of this. I wanted others here to perceive me as ‘on the level’, I guess, so I threw some big words around.
Also, I found the ‘simple, tactile healing exercise’ which seems just right for addressing the lack of love, so I’m going to experiment with that and see where things go.
Originally commented by u/isbaici on 2017-08-08 02:50:25 (dlafsba)