Thank you. Sincerely. My parents are the ones who have been working on me, trying to play it off as no big deal and trying to scare me away from pharmaceuticals. “Everyone I knew who ever abused pills was medicated as a child,” and other shit like that.

Currently he’s very young, and I have heard that the presentation changes with age. I have some hope. An older friend with ADHD tells me that his memories of being this age were like that of “being a feral animal”, and he marvels at what mine is capable of already. That’s the frustration of it for me, he’s so bright and I only get to see it a few moments at a time. I want to bask in his glow my whole life.