You can absolutely do this! Sounds like an interesting mix of classes, I hope you learn and grow in ways that please you.

I don’t know if you’ve ever had to take an animal to the vet for euthanasia, I’ve had to take quite a few because we adopt older dogs from shelters. I can assure you you’ve made the right choice by not stressing her out. In a way, it’s a blessing when they pass away without distress like that. May she rest in peace, and may you also have peace in your heart.