I mean, you’re not physically hurting yourself but 11 days in bed is kinda severe. One thing is for sure, that can’t continue because otherwise you’re be even more screwed. So hospital, friend, family, or social worker. Or someone else. I think you need to get some assistance to get back on your feet :]

But, that’s what works for me. I don’t want to be pushy. Maybe you can white knuckle it? I wish I could.