• @Nikls94
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    I was there once. I took on some debt to get a flat and a motorcycle. You know, because a lot of people die when riding a motorcycle. I found the joy again; then I learned to cook really good and gained 80 pounds. If I don’t spend too much money on useless shit I’ll be debt free this year, and if I stick to the diet I’ve been on this past month I’ll be back to my old weight too.

  • @NeilNuggetstrong
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    Sometimes life just sucks. Be honest about it to your friends and family, and seek professional help if you start getting these thoughts.

      • @NeilNuggetstrong
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        61 month ago

        *depends on where you live

        But you can always afford to talk with someone, be it friends, family or strangers on the web

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    This hits too hard right now… Very hard, because its true… And im almost 40

    The truck never comes…

  • @Allonzee
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    I feel the same, but feel that my family just cares about what I produce. When I tried to make my needs and pain known, I was met with vitriol every time, so I just don’t engage beyond empty platitudes.

    For that reason, I just give them pleasantries, focus on myself and live for today. They’ve shown they don’t care either way so everyone wins.

    I’m guessing they’ll hate me when I do die and they realize I stopped preparing material assistance via life insurance and savings after I’ve died. I spend what I make now on what gives me pleasure 🤷

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    91 month ago

    This is way too relatable, I wouldn’t personally hurt myself but I would absolutely not do anything to prevent my death