I’m exactly like that too. I think my nature isn’t nice, but i can choose to be.
And i’m also admiring anyone that as that nice nature, i find it beautiful and extremely attractive. So to a degree i have that goal of trying to choose it whenever i can.
One drawback, wich also coincide with my very rational personality is that i hate having too strong of an emotion, had anger issues as a kid, but also the start of love is somewhat unpleasant for example.
But hey, to me as long as your trying to be better, your are good person.
I’m exactly like that too. I think my nature isn’t nice, but i can choose to be.
And i’m also admiring anyone that as that nice nature, i find it beautiful and extremely attractive. So to a degree i have that goal of trying to choose it whenever i can.
One drawback, wich also coincide with my very rational personality is that i hate having too strong of an emotion, had anger issues as a kid, but also the start of love is somewhat unpleasant for example.
But hey, to me as long as your trying to be better, your are good person.