I can’t not be what I am not. I can’t not be horrible and worthless and don’t deserve to be alive. We already established you agree, so why are you continuing this?
And you’re the one responding to me now, why are YOU continuing it. Yes you crave attention, but this isn’t the attention you need for your mental health dude.
I don’t really crave attention beyond wanting to talk to someone other than the only two people I ever see. But, again, we both agree that I am a horrible, worthless person who doesn’t deserve to be alive. I’m not sure what continuing to let me know that achieves. I’m also not sure why you think I should take your advice when you feel that way about me. Why would I take the advice of someone who thinks of me like that? Do you think I take my own advice? Every time I do, I fuck up.
Which is why the universe has decided I am worthless and which is why I am being punished for it.
Like I said, I won’t take the easy way out because I have responsibilities, but by my calculations based on the weight loss I’m experiencing due to my health issues, by this time next year, I won’t need to. So that’s something for you and most other people here to look forward to! You’ll never have to read a post from me again by June 2025! Won’t that be great?
I can’t not be what I am not. I can’t not be horrible and worthless and don’t deserve to be alive. We already established you agree, so why are you continuing this?
Yes you can, avoid social media, read a book.
And you’re the one responding to me now, why are YOU continuing it. Yes you crave attention, but this isn’t the attention you need for your mental health dude.
You would be a case study on what not to do.
I don’t really crave attention beyond wanting to talk to someone other than the only two people I ever see. But, again, we both agree that I am a horrible, worthless person who doesn’t deserve to be alive. I’m not sure what continuing to let me know that achieves. I’m also not sure why you think I should take your advice when you feel that way about me. Why would I take the advice of someone who thinks of me like that? Do you think I take my own advice? Every time I do, I fuck up.
Which is why the universe has decided I am worthless and which is why I am being punished for it.
Like I said, I won’t take the easy way out because I have responsibilities, but by my calculations based on the weight loss I’m experiencing due to my health issues, by this time next year, I won’t need to. So that’s something for you and most other people here to look forward to! You’ll never have to read a post from me again by June 2025! Won’t that be great?