I don’t know what I’m doing, I hate my job I hate my life, all I do is work, get stoned, sleep wake up repeat, I yearn for a passionate community someone that cares as much as me but isn’t tied to a wage or a visa to enact change.

I want to run away but I’m scared I’ll end up dissapointing eceryone.

KMS seems like the easy way out but I can’t allow myself to do that people depend on me.

Why am I so weak? What should I do? Why am I here? Will I ever find love? Is it all a lie?

  • @nothingcorporate
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    35 months ago

    Problems are almost always temporary. Maybe not temporary as in “can be fixed tomorrow,” but as in “can be fixed.”

    Determine what you want in life, and make a game plan to get from where you are to where you want to be.

    In my life, I found the best thing was to find mentors who had achieved the things I wanted… Not one mentor who had everything, but different mentors for personal and professional life goals.

    It’s not always easy or quick, but you won’t just magically wake up one day with the life you want. Make a plan, do the work… It’s not a guarantee for a perfect life but the best way to get the life you want is to be intentional.

    • tpyomanOP
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      35 months ago

      Thanks Nothing, yea I’ve been in therapy for a while and I’m working on myself but some days are just hard you know what I mean.