• Sam, The Man
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    562 months ago

    So peaceful. I need at least three screaming voices to avoid the Internal Carnival Music 🎪

    • @Bluefruit
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      292 months ago

      Before i was got on meds, i constantly had music playing in my head along with all the other thoughts that were trying to be heard.

      • Nougat
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        262 months ago

        Okay get this - when I finally got on meds for the nth (and hopefully last) time, the voices in my head immediately changed from an incoherent chorus of self-hatred to “why is this song playing in my head?” and “It’s kind of a bop, though.”

        The relief was incredible, if also a little weird.

        • @Bluefruit
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          32 months ago

          Lol ive had that kind of experience as well. I got lucky and first med i tried was really effective. I’m now able to just stop thinking for a while. All the voices are quiet and no music plays.

          I just got diagnosed last year and ive had ADHD all my life without knowing it so super weird to just have a quiet head. I get what you mean, its such a drastic change, but a good one.

      • ArxCyberwolf
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        72 months ago

        I always say that my brain is a jukebox that never, EVER turns off. There is always music and it never stops.