• peopleproblems
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    62 months ago

    I wish it was just a panic attack for me. I can’t describe it.

    The world switches to existing in a purely “chunked” experience. I smell, then I see, then I hear, then I feel, then I taste, never at the same time. Agony for 4ish hours of a racing heart and a mix between nausea and cursing how it must be how stupid people feel all the time. No ability to process anything.

    Will the food stay down? Will it come back up? No one knows but it’s going to be a rollercoaster I can’t get off of.

    Nothing feels remotely good about it. I envy anyone who can enjoy it