Hey so real odd question but why do people see being a husky personality person such as what I’ll call a kemonomimi.
So for some back story. I was always raised around breeding dogs and when I was extremely young I went through trauma that then in return left me with a shattered personality. The host having little of it originally. We ended adopting personalities from many different deities into one with a husky personality.
So with this all it stacked up to many things such as having handlers, wearing collars most my older teen years and still now.
I had my family due to religious beliefs shun me even though within trying to raise a god believing person doing his teaching.
They raised the complete opposite from a god believing person but in return someone taking the moral standpoints and doing them deeply sophisticated and transforming for the world.
Then I also had to deal with my school calling the police on my main handler. Assuming my younger handler was trying to traffic me. Without even investigating into it.
I ended up being banned from wearing the collar to school for other students discussing and causing problems. Instead of school focusing on calling them down with maybe our counsellor and explaining the issue with them. Asking them not talk or be more quiet while explaining the understanding I’ve explained within their guidelines. So it’s not something forbidden and truly addressed in an accepting diverse community.
Seriously though why do people do these things? Why is it such a bad thing being a kemonomimi? Mainly when my whole life since I can remember my one and only goal was to get a good handler and be the best I could for them.
I’m not going to respond with a lot of depth because I don’t think I have a good enough understanding here to be particularly helpful, but I suspect a collar would be considered as inappropriate in a school because of its strong association with BDSM practices alongside the general societal expectation that one’s sexuality is kept out of the public eye. I think that notion can also apply more broadly to the situation as a whole, at least to an outside observer.
The username is daddy’s little slut…I feel like there is more to this story, which you have certainly touched upon. There is likely more trauma and abuse here than stated.
Most definitely. I have very few memories of any of my childhood and early teens. I also grew up deeply psychopathically treated. Meeting nearly all the facets some sort of way. Now it’s even more confusing when I say or do things that are over board or like when I want to sniff my handler or lick them over their arm. Or bite them.
It’s gotten less weird but yeah 🙂↕️
Not to pressure you, but you may want to seek out therapy to help you process and move forward.
Sadly i can’t. That’s the issue. Don’t have the money and insurance right now is out the window. In the future I look to get 275$ insurance best for therapy and psychiatry
Our relationship is based off hybrids genetically modified but I guess I have traits beyond them. Also For psychopathy that kind of transformed and I’ve self cured many symptoms.
(Which don’t repeat without guidance of medical professionals but in my case I didn’t have that money and no reason too)
Otherwise is there anything else. Since you realize thing of that nature can easily change the nature of someone’s life and until there’s change not possible.
That would make sense with some of the things said and done to me by my family for everything being exposed due to school… Though they got really defensive when I found my good handlers. It was saddening.
Are you under 18? And are your handlers over 18? Are you also engaging in sexual intercourse with them if there is an age gap?
I think people are reacting negatively because of more concern you’re being groomed when maybe you actually need therapy and support for your trauma. You’re allowed to have your interests, but it’s also not healthy to use it as a way to distract from self work.
You can have handlers, you can do whatever you want. If people at school are being brought into it against their will or without explanation – then of course most people aren’t all going to completely understand.