Wait. Like seriously? How old are you mate?

Diabetes type 2 is no joke and will change yoyr life for the even worse than it right now. Don’t waste your life like this even if you have a shitty situation.

If you have abusive parrents try to seek help from the police or other insurances.

I don’t know what country you live in but if its the US check this: https://www.acf.hhs.gov/fysb/programs/family-violence-prevention-services/programs/ndvh