• AwkwardLookMonkeyPuppet
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    614 hours ago

    That’s unfortunate. I basically had unlimited energy until my mid-thirties.

    • @Bluefruit
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      413 hours ago

      Such is life with ADHD.

        • @Bluefruit
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          511 hours ago

          Kinda, its hyperactivity, but ADHD isn’t just bouncing off the walls with the inability to focus. It can manifest in other ways. Theres a variety of symptoms that come with it.

          I’m not exactly the classic example but a lot of the symptoms like hyper focus, making split second decisions, executive dysfunction, fidgeting, etc. I have along with co-morbid anxiety and depression from it being untreated for so long. Medication helps but your brain being in overdrive constantly is exhausting.

          • AwkwardLookMonkeyPuppet
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            211 hours ago

            Ah, thanks for the explanation. I have all of those behaviors except for executive dysfunction, anxiety, and depression. I keep 4 different toys on my desk to fidget with during meetings. I get bored and need something to entertain me while people take way too long to explain things. The Rubik’s cube works best, but I get bored with that too, so I have a few others.

            • @Bluefruit
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              310 hours ago

              I feel that. Messing with stuff can actually help me focus sometimes but usually im just bored lol.

              • AwkwardLookMonkeyPuppet
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                9 hours ago

                My coworkers thought I wasn’t listening to them at first and were surprised when I was able to repeat everything they said word for word, despite the fact that I was solving a Rubik’s Cube. They seemed pretty amazed when I was the one talking about complex subjects while still solving the Cube. I’ve always been able to split my attention like that. When I was younger I used to be able to hold a verbal conversation while typing a letter and not mess up either of them. Unfortunately 20 years of barely, hops, and bong resin affected that skill.