• peopleproblems
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    174 days ago

    If it was ethical to do, this would be a great way to diagnose it.

    I was on methylphenidate for a long time since I was a kid, and it was getting a lot tougher to do stuff. Doc switch me to amphetamine. First time I took it was exactly like I remembered how the world worked, and I didn’t need to process and react to everything. I was chill. Complete. In the moment. My imagination had been reigned in. My emotions were under my control.

    But how fucking awful to get that experience when people are dying around you from things traveling faster than you can hear them