It is less than a week till Christmas and I still have not gotten anything ordered or anything, I have felt depressed and low energy these pasts couple of months, I cannot even keep up with my house chores which angers my roommates. I don’t think they want to hear about my mental health anymore, I think they are gonna be very upset when they bought me thing and I got nothing or just offered cash since I really have no energy to shop for them and I have no idea what to get and this has been a major cause of stress these past couple of weeks on top of non stop work, with only one day off in between. I just feel like I am crashing out and wondering if I should just move out and be homeless since I cannot really be the best roommate right now
I still haven’t gotten anything for my family, and I have no idea what to get anyone either. I don’t know what anyone likes anymore. And honestly I’m just getting tired of Christmas in general. I don’t have the energy to pretend that I care about it anymore. I don’t want to visit people. I just want to be left alone with nobody putting ridiculous social expectations on me.
I don’t have advice, but you should know you aren’t alone in your feelings.
This is actually advice I feel like :D
I also don’t care about Christmas and gifts and if someone doesn’t like it, that’s really their problem not mine. If it’s the same for OP, i.e. it costs (more) energy because it’s something they don’t care about, the solution could be to accept that not caring about it is ok.