But then I have to spend several hours the next morning certain that everyone I know thinks I’m tiresome or a bad person and unable to even reach out to get confirmation that that’s not the case. With a headache.
RSD, executive dysfunction, and an inability to read the room while drunk go brrrr
Oh, this perception has never been based on reality in any way, but each time my brain says that this time I’ve finally done it. My weirdo friends are lovely and value me as a friend, but I always think it’s only a matter of time until I finally drive them off with my wretchedness, when I drank the night before.
Normally I’m not the most confident person ever, but I’m relatively self-assured and secure in my friendships. Luckily, I don’t get drunk often.
For me it helps to get drunk
Same. Though I’m mute under my mask so it’s a mixed bag.
I’m arguably more masked when drunk because drunk me knows that I say enough stupid shit even when Im sober so drunk me just decides not to talk.
But then I have to spend several hours the next morning certain that everyone I know thinks I’m tiresome or a bad person and unable to even reach out to get confirmation that that’s not the case. With a headache.
RSD, executive dysfunction, and an inability to read the room while drunk go brrrr
Gotta have friends equally weirdos
Oh, this perception has never been based on reality in any way, but each time my brain says that this time I’ve finally done it. My weirdo friends are lovely and value me as a friend, but I always think it’s only a matter of time until I finally drive them off with my wretchedness, when I drank the night before.
Normally I’m not the most confident person ever, but I’m relatively self-assured and secure in my friendships. Luckily, I don’t get drunk often.