I’ve been playing games for almost 3 decades and I’ve owned almost every Xbox, so the online factor is there and overall easily accessible but I just never got this community feel I read in some places, my most played games are probably WWE 2k14 and Tekken 7 and 8, yet I’ve never interacted with anyone, I don’t have a headset and I don’t wanna hear voice or chat while playing though, it just distracts me and I despise losing, but apparently the people connect, make friends and a few even found love while playing their favourite game.
I envy them.
Is like the only hobby I have and tbh it isolated me even more from getting any type of affection or contact.
Some people mention discord but that awful app is terrible plus people act weird there, is like the game is very secondary there and just post cringe stuff instead.
As I’ve said before, you don’t want to change. Every time anyone offers you advice you dismiss it out of hand then post again about how terrible your life is.
Hundred percent. OP seems like a sympathy/pity vampire or something.
I feel terrible, so many people are taking tine to try and help and at best get met with a “no, I don’t want that.”
I keep waiting for them to take up my offer to find them free therapy…