I feel like everyone likes another fake personality instead of me. I’m a void. I’m nothing. Eventually they’ll see that I’m nothing on the inside and I’d rather just disappear before that happens. I really give up. I think my boyfriend deserves a better woman but he’s so set on me. I’m horrible. I hate that I love him. I deserve nothing. I should have just known my place and continued hiding myself from society. It’s all so overwhelming.