Thanks for asking.
My cats health is my main concern. He is only skin and bones anymore, and tried so many different things, but can’t find a food, that won’t lead to puking, when either he eats enthusiastically for once and then pukes the next day, or he doesn’t and gets sick because of his gastritis.
This is now going on for over 9 months. All vets are out of ideas and I have started to drift into depression and couldn’t really work anymore - which is shit, because my company is running out of money now and I can’t pay myself from time to time. But that doesn’t concern me as much, as the hardship my little buddy needs to go through.
He is a fighter though, and as long as he doesn’t give up and still comes to us to snuggle and is happy, there is no way I’ll put him down.
By now we’re at least prepared for that and talked with the vet, so we can sedate him at home and then bring him to the vet to finalize it.
Was a really hard year altogether, with cancer popping up and relationships ending in my family - and I’ve heard that a very good school friend of mine, where we lost contact, is pretty much in the last stage of cancer as well and seems to lose the fight.
At least my wife still loves me and somehow still tolerates me, although I always isolate myself, when I’m getting depressed, and that has taken a toll in our relationship. But I do know, that we’re able to work our way out of it, as we’ve gone through worse and decided to stick together no matter what.
So, all in all, like a cascade of shit and I try not to drown in it.
I’m currently in a better state than 2-3 months ago - and my cat the same. So I try to slowly get a grip on things again and get my shit together.
But it’s quite exhausting and I only manage to resolve one thing after another. And some relapses in behaviour hurt that much more, because I know how time and energy consuming it is to get back out of it.
Hard to see the positive things, when everything goes to shit.
And looking at the worldwide and local political developments…I just don’t understand how we can ignore global problems, like climate change and (plastic) pollution, but then put so much energy into attacking minorities…
Thanks again for asking.
It sometimes is nice to just vent a bit :-)
How are you bro?
Thanks for asking.
My cats health is my main concern. He is only skin and bones anymore, and tried so many different things, but can’t find a food, that won’t lead to puking, when either he eats enthusiastically for once and then pukes the next day, or he doesn’t and gets sick because of his gastritis.
This is now going on for over 9 months. All vets are out of ideas and I have started to drift into depression and couldn’t really work anymore - which is shit, because my company is running out of money now and I can’t pay myself from time to time. But that doesn’t concern me as much, as the hardship my little buddy needs to go through.
He is a fighter though, and as long as he doesn’t give up and still comes to us to snuggle and is happy, there is no way I’ll put him down.
By now we’re at least prepared for that and talked with the vet, so we can sedate him at home and then bring him to the vet to finalize it.
Was a really hard year altogether, with cancer popping up and relationships ending in my family - and I’ve heard that a very good school friend of mine, where we lost contact, is pretty much in the last stage of cancer as well and seems to lose the fight.
At least my wife still loves me and somehow still tolerates me, although I always isolate myself, when I’m getting depressed, and that has taken a toll in our relationship. But I do know, that we’re able to work our way out of it, as we’ve gone through worse and decided to stick together no matter what.
So, all in all, like a cascade of shit and I try not to drown in it.
I’m currently in a better state than 2-3 months ago - and my cat the same. So I try to slowly get a grip on things again and get my shit together.
But it’s quite exhausting and I only manage to resolve one thing after another. And some relapses in behaviour hurt that much more, because I know how time and energy consuming it is to get back out of it.
Hard to see the positive things, when everything goes to shit.
And looking at the worldwide and local political developments…I just don’t understand how we can ignore global problems, like climate change and (plastic) pollution, but then put so much energy into attacking minorities…
Thanks again for asking.
It sometimes is nice to just vent a bit :-)
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welp our country is imploding