I did stuff before the election like canvass and would have been enthusiastic to do more had Harris won.
But yeah… my motivation is in the core of the earth now… I can barely motivate myself to do basic upkeep in my own life now a days let alone putting effort externally.
I told you, I did not choose to be here on earth but I’ll add an addendum: I’ve also not brought any more humans into this doomed planet and intend to prevent such by getting a vasectomy as soon as I can afford it. I don’t have any debt to future generations and I’m making sure I wont ever. There, that’s my action plan.
I sympathize with the innocent people already alive being hurt and who will be hurt. We should have fought harder before the election, but for my own sanity and safety I’m going to opt out as much as feasibly possible. Eventually I hope I will abandon this very account once I’m done venting and just stop engaging. IDK when that will be though, maybe I wont be able to help myself.
All that said I get what you are trying to do here. You seem to be one of the good ones, I hope things are not as fucked as I think they are and that one day I’ll feel stupid for being doomer. Though again, even if things somehow turn out OK, my perception of most other people will be forever stained. It’ll impossible for me to look at a stranger without thinking “They’re probably not a good person” for the rest of my life.
I did stuff before the election like canvass and would have been enthusiastic to do more had Harris won.
But yeah… my motivation is in the core of the earth now… I can barely motivate myself to do basic upkeep in my own life now a days let alone putting effort externally.
https://www.npr.org/2018/01/15/577371750/they-didn-t-want-me-there-remembering-the-terror-of-school-integration
Not everyone gets the luxury of sitting it out.
I told you, I did not choose to be here on earth but I’ll add an addendum: I’ve also not brought any more humans into this doomed planet and intend to prevent such by getting a vasectomy as soon as I can afford it. I don’t have any debt to future generations and I’m making sure I wont ever. There, that’s my action plan.
I sympathize with the innocent people already alive being hurt and who will be hurt. We should have fought harder before the election, but for my own sanity and safety I’m going to opt out as much as feasibly possible. Eventually I hope I will abandon this very account once I’m done venting and just stop engaging. IDK when that will be though, maybe I wont be able to help myself.
All that said I get what you are trying to do here. You seem to be one of the good ones, I hope things are not as fucked as I think they are and that one day I’ll feel stupid for being doomer. Though again, even if things somehow turn out OK, my perception of most other people will be forever stained. It’ll impossible for me to look at a stranger without thinking “They’re probably not a good person” for the rest of my life.