Every time I encounter another problem with my body that a healthy person wouldn’t have, I’m always tempted to think to myself that nobody would want a partner like me because they could just pick someone healthier and more capable. I’m in my early 20s and my health is already getting a little worse each year without any real way to stop it.

I could tell myself that my unique story is compelling, and that enduring all of this hardship has cultivated a more powerful mindset than mainstream materialism and hyperindividualism, and that anyone who shares my values would appreciate me for who I am, even if it means potentially foregoing wealth and luxury. But I just wish I had something more to go off of, something a little more than just blind hope.

I know that lacking confidence and having an external locus of control aren’t helping at all, but I find that I can only feel confidence and control if I have a solid, well-reasoned belief that I can succeed and my actions are meaningful.

So, I’d really appreciate any success stories, those who found love despite having challenging medical issues, or any good arguments you might have. I don’t think there will be any one thing that does it for me; every little bit will help. Thank you.