- Usual: voices have no meaning, no voice, repetitions of certain phrases, few seconds, Idling. The following are special recent cases that stood out.
- Encounter one: unintelligible conversation with an inanimate object (Tomato), thoughts, whispering voice, meaning: sabotage of someone I know, few minutes, Idling.
- Encounter two: stapler in right hand, pin in left backhand hand, no memory, Idling.
- Encounter three: conversation with mirror(?) reflection(?), rhythmic beat tapping with nails, nonsensical, meaning: fight(?), few minutes, Idling.
- Encounter four: unintelligible voices, a need for isolation, emotional weight with no link, 2 days, Idling.
- Recent encounter: unintelligible voices, attempts at detaching fingernails, few seconds, Reading a book.
I feel like help is an illusion.
Hey homie, this feels out of my league, but I want you to know that I did read it and I am concerned for you.
Are these encounters thoughts you’re having, or situations you’re finding yourself in?
If you’re finding yourself in the middle of situations with no memory of how you got there, that sounds serious enough to warrant a professional, if possible.
I sometimes find, when I have issues with persistent negative ideation (not the same thing at all, and maybe not relevant), that it’s linked to my lack of sleep or stress levels. Idk if that’s helpful.
Situations
I thought the same thing, but a lot of these happened after a goodnight of sleep, stress free.
I’ll try to
Best of luck, I hope the professionals can be helpful!