I’m not about to hang around and wait for the government to decide whether or not I’m allowed to be happy. So I’ve ordered a vial of enanthate. Hopefully it gets past customs, but if the internet is to be believed it probably won’t. Still, I might have my transmission fluid in a couple of weeks!
It’s not that I fear negative effects from it, it’s more that I’ve pinned a lot of hope for the future on it working, and if it doesn’t then I need to do some very serious work on my mental health that I just don’t have the energy for.
Well, I wish you luck and hope it does work for you!
Thanks!
Same I wish you the best. I started feeling a bit better generally. But then again, I’m don’t know if this is just because placebo, mental gymnastics or just knowing that I’ll be able to express myself better.
My dysphoria is almost entirety biochemical as far as I can tell. So it should have a positive effect, but there’s always a small chance that the underlying cause of my symptoms is not related to gender and the hormones won’t be what I need.