The bus driver just yelled at me for standing up when we were approaching my stop, he said I had to sit still until the bus stopped. But he didn’t say anything to other people who did this before me. And when I got out, he rudely said that drivers should be thanked before getting off, which I would have done if he hadn’t yelled at me, аnd again, he did not say anything to the woman who silently got out before me. I dont know what it was, maybe he thought I was a kid because I look young, or maybe he just wanted to yell at someone, either way my evening is ruined🫠
And?
This position stems from my desire to be fetishized, which stems from my depression, as you might have realized from my posts if you scrolled down my profile to this one. Interestingly, a few days ago, another guy sent me this screenshot, implying that I deserve to suffer. So either you posted this here with the same intention as that guy but are afraid to say it outright, and want other people like you, convinced of their goodness, to write me all sorts of nonsense, or there’s some other reason for posting this under a post in which I’m trying to get emotional help that has nothing to do with this. So be straightforward, don’t be a coward.
I would guess they don’t care for you wanting people (at least those you are interested in) to only find your race attractive. That doesn’t mean they want you to suffer. It just means they don’t like what you said.
Them sharing it isn’t helping anyone here, though, since your sexual preferences aren’t the topic.