Edit: Okay so I just spent 45 minutes on the phone and finally got it reschedulled for NEXT friday afternoon…
Yay, now I have to deal with 10 more days of suffering until maybe I get some antidepressants 🫠
Also, that whole time, I was so anxious about accidentally tapping the big red END CALL button… I hate how phones are designed, why can’t be be a “slide to end call” thing? I hate this that you could accidentally touch the end call and fuck it up.

I’m willing to bet that you’re not the first of their patients to do so. It feels bad but you’re describing a common effect of depression so, silver lining, now you’ve got a possible topic to start with once the appointment is rescheduled.