My neighbors are really bad guys. They are offensive, trolls… but the worst part is that they do it always. They scan my communications, hear what I say, see which I see on mobile… so on. To joke, to jeer, to make fun, to spoof.
My family don’t believe the story, they say that probably it’s caused by my imagination (hallucination) and they want to send me the Psychologist.
I required that they believe on me and provide a good hardware to catch the spies. They say that “it’s not what I need”.
F----ng maniacs, I can’t catch them… but I’m very secure that it’not about my mind.
The worst part: they had stolen the truth, my truth… Gaslighting, rumors, lies… they hide in their cave and don’t act directly.
Probably you never won’t understand what it’s feel: your family believing more on a vile persons than on your words. I 'm sure, really sure, that they are laughing off on their asses. Because they know the real facts and got to simulate really well.
It’s not only about the wrong doing, it’s about the frequency. they are so persistent, so attentive for wrong actions. It’s not possible ignoring or to be indifferent, including if I don’t care their lives and words. They get their objectives through insistence/persistense, repeated critizes, making fun every day, many times on a day. so on.
in front of me, not
when I’m in my house, bedroom… they want that I hear them (drop some acid phrase and go out)
then, I don’t see in front of me but I hear… but theyare so persistent
So it only happens at home in your room? That’s good, sort of. I mean, it’s not great, but I’ve heard worse stories.
Invading your most personal space, your room, is one of the worst things they could do to you, but it does sound like there are places you could go to to escape their bullshit. Friends? Family? The local park? Depending on where you live, maybe you could go hiking or camping? Also, I think noise-cancelling headphones are getting cheaper all the time…
If it’s only happening in one place, that also lends credibility to the possibility that you’re not (very) psychotic and/or delusional.
When they see what you’ve written, most people will be convinced you’re psychotic and hearing voices (auditory hallucinations). But it also seems possible to me that your house has really thin walls, and you’re just really bothered by the noises coming from next door. Perhaps you’re projecting your insecurities on those voices and imagining they’re talking about you. That would only be a case of mild delusions. And while it sounds unlikely, it’s not impossible that what you’re saying is true.
While I’m sure your family won’t believe the neighbours are targeting you, if any of what you say is true, it should be easy enough to convince them that the walls are thin and the sounds from nextdoor are really bothering you. If there’s nothing they’ll do, maybe you could promise to go to an intake with a psychotherapist in exchange for some noise cancelling headphones or a holiday at a nice hotel with thick walls?
Honestly, it’s good for anybody to talk to a therapist, even if they’re not clinically insane. In your case a therapist might be able to help you to feel less insecure and be less bothered by what others (your neighbours) are saying about you. While that doesn’t solve your problem, it could be an improvement.