Yeah. I do. And I got almost all of it minus a family.
But I say this and people tell me what an asshole I am. HOW DARE YOU BE GRATEFUL AND HAPPY.
I’m no longer allowed to be happy, because I’m awful and undeserving of the things I achieved, apparently.
I have turned to social isolation because when I’m alone I’m allowed to be happy. When I socialize I am not. I mostly just get lectured how I’m the embodiment of all that is wrong with the world.
Yeah. I do. And I got almost all of it minus a family.
But I say this and people tell me what an asshole I am. HOW DARE YOU BE GRATEFUL AND HAPPY.
I’m no longer allowed to be happy, because I’m awful and undeserving of the things I achieved, apparently.
I have turned to social isolation because when I’m alone I’m allowed to be happy. When I socialize I am not. I mostly just get lectured how I’m the embodiment of all that is wrong with the world.