Brief summary of context. I socially transitioned before he was conceived. His birth mother left me before he was born. I spent 18 months fighting to even meet him. Eventually had things going smoothly with overnight time. Then the birth mother cut contact again. I’ve only just got to see him in a supervised context.
Near the end of the last session I referred to myself as mummy Eve, as I’ve done thousands of times in the past without issue. This time he yells that he hates it when I say that. He goes on to say I’m just pretending, I’m not a mummy I’m a he, and he knows I’m a he because I’m wearing a top.
I’m certain he’s getting this from his birth mum. I’m devastated, it pushed me closer to giving up than I have been for a while. I don’t know if there’s anything I can do about it in the two hours a week I have with him. (At least for now)
Treating others ideas (in this case, of a 6yo child) as “temporary psychosis” saying “not your child” if he doesn’t regret his stance now and he has “hijacked neurons” is a despicable mindset and the way of thinking that got us stuck in this hateful society. This sounds so entitled and egoistic.
Are you from a culture where your quoted parts are highly stigmatized or marginalized (e.g. most parts of the US)? Because I don’t hold any against being in a state of psychosis nor six. I hope you didn’t assume that I did, or that other cultures are the same as yours. Ethnocentrism is a kind of entitlement, I think. 🤷♂️
On children, I have difficulty believing that you think a person’s children are “theirs” no matter what. That they have no say in it, even over the course of decades. I dunno that sounds a bit entitled to me. Also reductive but hey who isn’t.
I consider people, all people, as having the potential to be equals and by default as equals. That means meeting them halfway, respecting their ultimate autonomy and decisions for themselves and positions on anything that relates to them. Does this contribute to unbridled hate once in a while? It seems like it. Not sure the alternative is better though. Nobody’s ever really made that argument to me in earnest.