So today was meant to be the day was gonna invite a group of people to a small gathering at my house. I made a silly website that’d show all the info and i’d go around personally inviting them.
I think they just liked the idea of being invited more than the event itself. I had around 10 people explicitly tell to my face that they were coming.
Noone followed through.
I probably fucked up somewhere in the process but it hurts nonetheless; It was the first event I had organized for a group. I wanted to share my world with the people around me. I wanted to showcase my dogs and my garden.
At least i’ve learned something, I got to cook some meat for my family. But damn, this feels isolating.
Oh, no. It was my mother, sister and grandma. I’m single
Ah, I see. Sorry for the assumption.
Well be grateful for them anyway, because you won’t always have them.
I know that’s not the same, and it sucks. Trust me, I’m in the same boat. It does suck. But that’s the world we live in.