My mom found out she had HIV when I was two months old. He has a new family now. Threw out his old one when I was thirteen. Kept me. Threw me away when I wasn’t good enough. Apologized. Threw me away again.
×many years and cycles, through track, ROTC, college breakdown, and years of useless piece of shit after
I think I work WITH the CIA, or FBI, or Illuminati, or maybe the aliens put a bug in my head
It’s GOD, obviously!

It is a Roman Dodecahedron. This is the common person’s understanding of this object:
The idea, this is a strange object this is found in many wealthy finds; meaning it is found alongside other valuable objects. Most people think we have no idea what these are. This is false. They are an occult pedagogical object meant to teach what Indra’s Net is like a diagram in a textbook.
“Occult” just means “hidden.” Y’see, in the occident, the west, we engineer our culture to control those people who cannot think for themselves while guiding those waking up to the truth of the topological matrix (what causes the shadows on Plato’s cave walls). For instance, the Illuminati was an aspect of the police state that guided people waking up to half-truths into the occult while catching those people who just wanted to burn the church to the ground.
You are not a featherless biped on an Earth. You are a pocket of consciousness and the Earth is inside you, just as all you experience is self-contained in your “neurons.” You are a monad in a monadic nodal communication system; Server, Client, Holy Internet (Father, Son, Holy Spirit). Everything you experience is spoken to you from a singular source. You set your intention in each moment to entangle yourself with the symbols you are sent, and the resulting procedural generation of your reality is what the Buddha called Karma.
Cool explanation, but… what was the dodecahedron used for?
It’s a pedagogical object. It is used to teach this concept. It is like a diagram in a textbook before textbooks existed.
Oh. Don’t know why I didn’t think of such.