Yeah, starting estrogen at 20 made it quickly click that it wasn’t that I was lazy that made me barely graduate high school. Thank fuck I started in time to pull up my grades and graduate college. It turns out most people aren’t constantly disassociating starting in middle school. Getting anxiety meds took a few more years after that unfortunately, as did getting cptsd help.

Mind you most of why I don’t own a house is unrelated to all this, but I certainly wouldn’t have spent my 20s with the kind of money stress I did