I heard the online priest she listens to say depression is caused by satan. Then, I asked her if she doesn’t ever doubt a single thing that man says. She denied it.
I know I heard this same discourse forever, but damn, my mom’s too invested on this shit. After she began suspecting I have schizophrenia she’s been trying all she can to get me a psych ward hospitalization (including threatening me with such), been talking less to me and GOT ME. ON. CATECHESIS.
Yes, Catechesis. For schizophrenia.
What the fuck?
I can’t do many about it, I’m 15 and finding a job is really hard. I think this is my 12th CV and nothing.
Well, atleast in my country, nope. Heard tales about people threatening others, depressed people breaking glasses to self harm, ant-full cakes.
The bad part is that they can’t prove shit because psych wards don’t allow phones nor pictures. I could find some routine details from psych wards at Japan and at the US, but not from my country. That’s supicious indeed.
Yeah that kind of shit happens, that is really who the psych ward exists to help, and it doesn’t reflect on the professionals ability (besides the ant cakes). The number one rule of psych wards is don’t make friends with any patients.
I trust your judgement absolutely, I just wanted to defang her threat of hospitalization with personal experience, because she is holding it over you in a way that I would call abusive and makes you feel like you have no options, and I think any chance to spend time away from someone like that, even if it’s just a few days, could help you consider your options more objectively.
They don’t allow internet nor phone access and have limited calls a day. Hmm…
That’s very typical.
Still suspicious.
It’s good to be suspicious. I trust your judgement, but I do not trust your mother’s. Any info about hospitals that has come from her should be considered suspicious as well.