Oh, I got that… I have autism I am slow but intelligent.

It is just I felt to apologize because I don’t know why I decided to post that, I even searched online after I posted, so I am apologizing to wasting felllow community members time with a question that should’ve not been asked, ohhh… I remember!!!

I asked because at that moment I felt it is fun to hear from other’s going through this or know someone or are expert in the subject.

Everything seemed fun, was kinda delirious and curious and happy. It is rare these days.

I slept under 3 hours and now I don’t feel sleepy, I will be awake all night. I cried for an old man I know who is diapers now.

I wish if I could call him and apologize.

But I was more crying for myself and my health.

I don’t know what to do, I can’t go back to the country where I am from where Orange boy is attacking and I live in a country where it will deport me any day and I am too tired both… thorry I have a lithp.

I just want to die here, i was born here, inam notnokay take.care dude, mesaage me tomorrow and I probably will be awake fuck that orange boy comolicated eveytbjbg