I mean, I’ve wanted to talk deep with people, but I realised what I considered talking deep feels stupid talk when you’re not in the zone.
Like, people say they wanna talk about space and stuff, but there’s scientists already doing that, and in a more meaningful way.
Like, I can’t understand what I even want at this point. That feel of talking deep with someone, but when I actually think of talking about it, it sounds like I was high. Like what kinda deep talk can a average guy like me can even have?
I genuinely enjoy deep thought and unfortunately phone usage really represses it. Friends that don’t accommodate deep talks/lack of people to talk to full stop (no shams in it) similarly repressed the amount of deep talk that can be done.
people think you are are a mentally ill weirdo if you try to communicate beyond a superficial level these days. because everything has to fit into a short text messages of no more than like 25 words. otherwise it’s ‘too long to read’.
and they wonder why they are so depressed, anxious, sad, and lonely… well because this is what you choose. you choose a shallow miserable existence and it makes you miserable… rather than making choices that require more effort that would resolve the issues and lack of connection.
and when you point this out to people they get very angry and insult you because, you’re using too many words and they’d rather go back to watching tiktoks and feeling depressed about their life.