You end up rejecting every single piece of advice given to you for one strained reason or another.

This is hyperbole. I do try out some advice, and others I don’t.

In your Buddhist discussions you were looking for a specific type of teacher, as you were thoroughly convinced that’s what you need. When people pointed out your writings demonstrate a profound misunderstanding of Buddhism, you dismissed these good people out of hand.

I’m open for an arahant teacher, which are those who have reached full enlightenment. I still don’t see a profound misunderstanding I’m having of Buddhism.

In other discussions you mention serious medical issues, and you dismiss advice to go to the hospital. You state a single local hospital is “committing genocide”, and you completely dismiss the good pair who are trying to help you and are telling you that this is a clear sign of delusional thinking. The very concept of genocide doesn’t even make any sense at the level of a hospital, but that doesn’t matter to you.

Yes, I don’t think a hospital is suited to help with the medical issue I have. I have heard rumors that hospitals are committing genocide.

And now here, I want to help you, but you accuse me of gaslighting you, demonstrating that you have no idea what that word even means.

People use ‘psychological help’ as a justification toward violence toward me. I don’t see it being taken seriously that I’m being assaulted, stolen from, & so forth.

You are not going to get better because you do not want to get better. You want to vent about your struggles, but you don’t actually want any help solving them. You are, in psychological terms, a help-rejecting complainer. You will not get better, because you do you want to get better.

I strive continuously for what’s beneficial.