The weekly thread, a few days earlier!
I’m still in the process of moving house, and I know I’ll forget about this, so here it is a few days early. As from my side, no naughtiness yet - just trying to get my life sorted out!
Don’t forget, the week isn’t over yet!! Still plenty of opportunities for some naughtiness (either dating, romance, sexy stuff, or just treating yourself to something if that’s what you want to share!)
It’s not quite “naughty” in the traditional sense, but something kind of romantic, new, and outside of my comfort zone: I think I’ve developed a crush on someone!
This is the first time I’ve felt like this towards another person in about 5 years. I’ve been going to weekly therapy for about 2 years now, and rotating a load of medications, but this is the first time I’ve “allowed” myself to start falling in love again.
Unfortunately, my subconscious was quite perturbed and overwhelmed by these feelings such that I’ve been terribly depressed for most of the week. My instincts have been trained to expect nothing but rejection and false promises when I develop a crush. Two steps forward, one step back.
you are allowed to have a crush on someone 😎 we all need to be loved and have a fear of rejection it’s not only you 😉 but express yourself toward the other because nothing is better to be in love and someone love you back
So happy you got a crush, but I’m sorry to hear of the depression. I’m wishing you all the best. If they say no, it’s not your fault - it’s just an incompatibility (happens all the time).
I hope whatever happens, it ends up being a positive and memorable experience!