But remember God has a plan. So does he plan for me to commit sin and thus his punishment is in itself planned, which just seems mean and unnecessary… Or did I go against his plan when I sinned and now has to punish me, and if that is the case he seems quite fallible.
So god is either mean or fallible, which to me seems like a god not worth worshipping.
I am probably just overthinking this and need sleep.
I don’t think you’re overthinking it, if an all powerful and all knowing god exists, I don’t see how it could be good. And I certainly wouldn’t want to worship it.
Well, you still experienced pain whilst you were sick, so maybe to punish you. Not that I believe in god at all, just what someone might say.
Yeah I get what you mean. I hear that a lot too.
But remember God has a plan. So does he plan for me to commit sin and thus his punishment is in itself planned, which just seems mean and unnecessary… Or did I go against his plan when I sinned and now has to punish me, and if that is the case he seems quite fallible.
So god is either mean or fallible, which to me seems like a god not worth worshipping.
I am probably just overthinking this and need sleep.
I don’t think you’re overthinking it, if an all powerful and all knowing god exists, I don’t see how it could be good. And I certainly wouldn’t want to worship it.