• @LemmyKnowsBest
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    1 year ago

    Are you spying on me?

    How’d you know I’ve spent the last month completely stuck in a literal US State that I don’t live in, but got kinda comfortably complacent here because it’s so peaceful and the price of fuel is fantastic compared to the state I need to go to where the jobs there pay much better because the cost of living is so much higher which also means there’s more stress & traffic & crime,

    so it makes me want to stay here where I am with no stress, no crime, no traffic, but the pay here would be lower but I’ve got to make a decision soon before my bank account runs dry, I need to get a job somewhere soon,

    So every day all day long my mind keeps ping-ponging back & forth between these two options, so the result is I’ve been sitting here doing nothing because each decision would affect the rest of my life in drastically different ways, and choosing one or the other is agonizing and I just can’t.

    Executive functions on overload and shut off.

    For a whole month.

    HOW DID YOU KNOW?