So i have autsim and dyslexia, also depression and i just feel like a loser who cant do anyhting im trying not to think that way but its hard. i also spend most of my time indoor becasue i dont like going outdoors plus its hot out there.

Ive been wanting to make games or something like that but i litteraly cant code or understand it and ive been reserching game dev for mouths, i also feel like im very limited, like for example my pc is low end or tha tim too scared to drive and idk how to. I just want to do somet hign creative that i can show with others wihtout having to go outside. im kinda nerd but not a very smart one, so theres that.

why must life be soo hard and sad?

  • PyonPyon
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    81 year ago

    No way, I just saw this morning that Harvard has a free online course in game development, and it’s available now. You should take a look and see if it interests you :)! You can do it from home.

    https://pll.harvard.edu/course/cs50s-introduction-game-development

    By the way, I also suffer from depression and I know how hard it is. I hope in the dark times you can find some compassion for yourself. I know for me, making it through the day sometimes is an accomplishment in and of itself. Try to see if you can practice not calling yourself a loser even when you feel like it. You are not a loser, you may be struggling right now, but if you saw a friend going through what you’re going through, would you call them a loser? Probably not. I try to replace those thoughts with “today, I’m not feeling like I’m where I want to be, but I’m doing the best I can, and that’s enough.”

    Anyway, wishing you well and I hope you can find some peace.

    • @SgtAStrawberry
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      21 year ago

      Doesn’t that one require or at least recommend that you have prior knowledge of code language and that you have gone the previous cores?

      Or am I miss reading? or is it exaggerating what knowledge you need?

      Personally, I’m trying anyway because hey free course.

      • PyonPyon
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        21 year ago

        It says prior programming experience or you can also take their entry level computer science course which is also free: https://www.edx.org/course/introduction-computer-science-harvardx-cs50x

        It says nearly 5 million people have enrolled in that comp sci course so it must be a pretty good one.

        By the way, many colleges do this, so it wouldn’t hurt to shop around as well. I know Yale for one has quite a few free courses.

        • @SgtAStrawberry
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          11 year ago

          Nice to see that the entry level one is also free, and I didn’t know that about collages. I will definitely keep an eye on out.