what always got me is I would love to have had a long term, stable job, with benefits that would be there as I needed them. I have not raped anyone, or obsconded with money, or doen some other asinine thing like this and im sure there are plenty like me in that regard. How the heck do folks like this get these nice positions when they are this messed up. I mean at least with actors their job is not really dependent on rational actions or emotional stability.