Pro tip that may work for you next year (yes I get the funny). This year, for the first time ever, I spent Thanksgiving and Christmas alone. I made a huge traditional feast for both (comfort foods) and watched bad movies and football. It’s seriously been the best holiday season I’ve had in, I’m not really sure how long. My anxiety levels are at zero and I have laughed and smiled far more than normal. Your mileage may vary, but give it a shot if you can. Worked miracles for me.