I based my IWNDWYT in lifting and eating healthier, and for a few months it worked, but around a month ago some things happened that made it impossible… And I’ve been failing since. Not drinking was just part of the package, so it’s completely tied with those things that I still can’t do, but I don’t know, it feels like it wasn’t that hard to stop and suddenly it is. And it’s not like I’m a horrible person when I drink… But I should do better, be better… I don’t know, maybe I’m just a hypocrite, talking to myself, typing to the void of the internet while having a beer and thinking that I shouldn’t… but I whish I didn’t like drinking and wasn’t doing it right now…
Wow, first time I hear about that but I can see how those things can trigger it, and TBH today I was all four. I’m gonna keep an eye at it for a few days, and then I’ll try again even if I can’t do anything about the other things going on. Maybe this time, when I’m sober again, I’ll find the way once more. Thanks!