OP may have a problem. When I used to abuse Adderall all I did was beat my meat. I’d spend hours scouring the internet and amassing a trove of carefully labeled, categorized and numbered files. I’d put my heart and soul into naming those files, too. It was like a creative writing course… Except at the end I came so hard my balls felt like they were screaming in agony and I swore I would give it a rest. But then I’d take another Adderall.