Hmm almost seems preferable to stay “normal” and try to come up with elaborate coping mechanisms.
Like I can’t do a single thing at work without writing it down on a pad of paper. It’s like my conscience and short and long term memory and fidget toy all wrapped in one.
And then what?
Then it’s back to normal, but it requires adderall to stay at the normal.
Hmm almost seems preferable to stay “normal” and try to come up with elaborate coping mechanisms.
Like I can’t do a single thing at work without writing it down on a pad of paper. It’s like my conscience and short and long term memory and fidget toy all wrapped in one.
It’s less, not gone, just less.